The semester ahead seems to be one of the most looked forward to times in my life. I graduate in May. I really do not know what else to say. I haven't seen the light at the end of the tunnel for a long time. Now all of a sudden the light just burst into send all the darkness running. I have been in many classes where the question was posed by the prof. "Who is graduating?" and people here and there raise their hands. I got to raise my hand the other day in class and I thought I was the Big Cheese. Until I heard a quote in a sermon that brought be back down to reality. "You (me) are not as smart as you think. If you (me) surround yourself with morons then you are only the smartest moron." Now my friends are not morons but I might be if I think I am the Big Cheese. I mean people know Chucky Cheese better than they know me. Wow how cheesy is that? The feeling of being done is great and scary all at the same time.
The next step is going to be a step of faith in the direction God is leading. If that sounds like I do not know where I am going and what I will be doing, I have conveyed my situation fully. The next decision that is made in my life will be the decision God is leading me to make and leading out on for the plan a purpose he has for me. That said, at least I know that I will be in the safest place in the world: on my knees, following after the real Leader of this vapor of a life, God the Father of Heaven and Earth, who spoke me into existence and can take me out just as fast. If I vaporize then He did it. If I move He led me to move. He steers the ship. I am just a hard-working farmer plucking weeds praying for it to rain (2 Tim. 2:6). I may rain in may not but I will be hard-working, single-minded, and finding joy in the commands of Christ.
Please pray with me as I walk this part of my journey with God. God is good and pure and His ways are higher than the ones I would chose for myself. May His wisdom and character guide you on you journey too.
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